Narnian Anti-Navel-Gazing
C.S. Lewis said, "We read to know we are not alone." If that is so then, apparently, millions feel impressively accompanied upon reading what Lewis wrote. And we shouldn't be surprised at this. Who comes away from Surprised by Joy
without the sensation of having gazed into a mirror of their own soul? Who among us reads Screwtape
without the suspicion that someone has been spying and eavesdropping on our own chats with the devil's errand boys?
It is ironic how Lewis' power to map so much of the universal, human, experiential terrain coincided with intense aversion for intentional introspection. Lewis discovered the "inside" of himself (and others), not deliberately, but as a by-product of his search for something outside himself--eventually God. Lewis' distinction between self-centeredness and selfishness proves instructive here. The self-centered person (which Lewis was not) fastens his attention upon himself and how he is viewed by others. The selfish person (which Lewis was) craves time and space for the pursuit and enjoyment of something other than himself. Both fixations endanger the soul but the distinction is significant.
What animated Lewis was not himself, but worthy objects of love outside himself. What saved him was the discovery of the one object of human devotion worthy of complete love, indeed of worship--the only true God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Once Lewis realized that it was yearning for God that produced the experience he called "Joy," his interest shifted from that experiential by-product (precious gift though it undoubtedly was) to the giver Himself. I suspect Lewis' insight illuminates a paradox at the heart of Christian discipleship--he who saves his life will lose it, but the one who loses his life for Christ's sake will save it.
It is ironic how Lewis' power to map so much of the universal, human, experiential terrain coincided with intense aversion for intentional introspection. Lewis discovered the "inside" of himself (and others), not deliberately, but as a by-product of his search for something outside himself--eventually God. Lewis' distinction between self-centeredness and selfishness proves instructive here. The self-centered person (which Lewis was not) fastens his attention upon himself and how he is viewed by others. The selfish person (which Lewis was) craves time and space for the pursuit and enjoyment of something other than himself. Both fixations endanger the soul but the distinction is significant.
What animated Lewis was not himself, but worthy objects of love outside himself. What saved him was the discovery of the one object of human devotion worthy of complete love, indeed of worship--the only true God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Once Lewis realized that it was yearning for God that produced the experience he called "Joy," his interest shifted from that experiential by-product (precious gift though it undoubtedly was) to the giver Himself. I suspect Lewis' insight illuminates a paradox at the heart of Christian discipleship--he who saves his life will lose it, but the one who loses his life for Christ's sake will save it.

